lots of words.
the lull of winter/spring is wearing off as summer is starting to stretch out in front of me. this week has been a catalyst—i feel so much more alive, so much more like myself. the past weeks have been full of worry, doubt, hurt, & (always) fear. i’m being consumed: with new ideas bursting forth, with old ideas being put into action, with love—how to truly pour love out to others. the beautiful idea that love can further drive & motivate me in my efforts to live.
my days have been glorious: lauren, annie, roommates, Martin Luther Academy fifth grade students, apples-carrots-jalapeno cheese-turkey-crackers-bananas that are to last me the entire week, guitar jam sessions, grand haven sun tanning, slap happy capstone discussions, sand in every shoe i own, my hair becoming the wild tangly chaos it strives to be, running running running, getting away to have lengthy talks with God in the park…
my life feels so full right now, even though my means are stretched thin. i’m begining to realize what i want to put importance on in my life, & how i want to accomplish it. the simple truth of love keeps pulling at me…making my words (that are useless) into acts (that mean something).
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