August 6, 2010

on my mind.

demolished stairs. broken lights. broken locks. broken appliances. roommates that aren’t around. boxes of things everywhere. couches outside. dead cat smell. i DONT feel like this is my home yet, & that is unusual for me to even say.

my two best friends will be out of my sight/contact for awhile & i’m missing them beyond words ALREADY.

i’m trying to remember that my home is not of the world, but it’s really hard for me right now. i feel like a failure.

if you are reading this, please pray for me. i would appreciate it very very much.